Cha-Cha-Cha Change'n

Times are changing here at the Nodal house, and while I have been counting down the days til this moment from even before Beckett and I got married that I have been waiting for an now that it is almost here, I am thinking slow down, what is happening. We are getting to old if this is the stage we are at.

My mother use to always tell me I rushed things, all things for example:

-When my sisters got training bras I thought I needed one too. Now I rule the day they are still growing!

- When they started shaving I did too, well I thought I needed to unitl I put a inch long gash in my shin from "shaving"

- Moving out - I was the teen that knew everything and moved out on my 18th birthday however when things went sour months later my mom helped bail me out and I moved back home til I got married to Beckett.

- Getting married, and having a baby all of those things came very fast and very close together. However I do not regret any of that its just part of my personality. We'd probably already be on baby 10 if it weren't for Beckett. haha

Now we are looking forward to closing the chapters of Becketts school, and a new and we are thinking last baby, and Beckett starting to provide for us as a family. I am a little scared and not sure how smooth things will go but I am so excited. It cannot happen so enough. I am already thinking about bigger houses, not having to work etc. and we are not even to that point.

I am so excited for a new chapter and want it now, BUT at the same point I don't want to get out of our comfort zone. We will see how things go in the next couple of months and what happens near the end of the year.